I hurt a girl again

Is me. I come back here again. When you see my post from here, which mean something happen on me.

Many things happen on me in this year. I feel very down and it make feel like I should leave from this painful world. Maybe some of my friends will see my post here. No worry, I will be fined for a short while but I cannot guarantee for future.

I feel extremely down. I did hurt a girl again. I break my promise that I promised last year. A promise I made for myself. I learn from this lesson but it is a bit too late for me to know such feeling.

Maybe my thinking is different with others peoples.
Maybe I am not mutual enough.
Maybe I did not think deeply.

My brain is pain.
My heart is sad.
My soul is not with me.

I needs some support from my love and my friend. Please give me support.
I am very weak... very weak... I am worried that I cannot hold for very long.

I really love her... I really love her...

I hope I can be with her forever. She is such a nice girl. I love her everything.

I hope everything can go well.

Regards,
Gino Ooi  18/10/2015 00:00am