Friday, March 30, 2012

New Chapter

I had been long time no update my blog. It is because recently busy with my study and use those free time for entertainment and rest. Yesterday one of my friend ask my why I no upload my blog for a long time? I just can answer her "I will update tomorrow". :) I am not a good storyteller, and not good in language, but I will try my best to write a good story.

Everyone might want to know I like who. It is a good question, but I don't know the answer. Previously I was fall in love with someone, I guess half of my class already know who is she, just the "lucky" person don't know. One day, she came and answer me, "you like who?". I was so surprised that she will ask me this question, I don't know I should tell her the answer or keep in my heart. I already give her a lot of tips. One of the tips is "all the classmate already know, just you don't know."  Do you know the answer? haha. She totally don't know.  I asked myself a lot of question before such as "Am I really like her? or wrong feeling", "she very good, but how about she think about me?", "will we have a lot of gap after in the relationship?" and more. Some of you may think that I don't have confident on myself. No, I just want a stable and true love relationship, I don't want have a unstable relationship. So I had given up on her, it take some times to recover. Previous relationship has given me a lot of negative impact, so I needs to consider all the factors before start a relationship.

I met two girls in this years, both of them currently in KL. One of them is my dream girl, I really enjoy when I together with her, no pressure and happy. Her hobby almost same like me such as watching movie, jogging, like watch, and others. But she also same like me, just ended her relationship last year and not yet ready for a brand new relationship. I will wait, I will spend my time to wait her. I feel worth it, because I like her a lot. I seldom go to find her chat because I scare I will disturb her. She busying with her assignment and preparing for presentation and exam. Normally I will find her at night because she will online at night. Last time I went to KL for 3 days 2 nights. What the purpose I been there? Of course is to see her. Before I go to KL, she ask me  " are you purposely come to KL to find me?". I say "no, just want to release my stress". Aikss, I am so stupid to answer with that answer. Super regret and want to tell her the right answer. haha. Even I only can meet her for 6 hours I feel already enough. We go to Pavilion Mall to watch a movie name "This Mean War". I had never really enjoy a movie for a long time, but this time, I don't know why very enjoy with the movie. Of course, I got "curi-curi" aim her in the cinema la. haha. After the movie we went to KLCC and back to her hostel. Very tired, but I am not willing to go home because I have to wait for a long time to see her again. haiz… That's all for the first day in KL. Actually I still got some secret about her cannot write in here, if want to know please feel free to PM me. haha

Another girls? Also a nice girl. Tall, pretty girl, talkative person, active person and intelligent person. I just talk with her once during my diploma life. But she still hang out with me when I was in KL for second day. Meet with a stranger, how dare she is! Maybe I have given her a good first impression in diploma life. she really a nice girl, never hidden her characteristic. She talk more than I talk. She also like technology things, anime, and games. Besides, she take care of more rather that I take care of her. OMG! I know she like social life. She is still single for a long time. She said "hard to find a tall guys in KL". lol.  She is a really nice girl!!! super nice!!! I like her so much!!! but no feeling. lol.


Am I 花心? maybe lo. :P