Valentines day "again"

Valentines, couples, in the relationship, love, dinner, movie, and more appear on my Facebook and other social network. Normally this day I will hang out with my friends who is still single and gossip with them. But I am not going to hang out with anyone this year, I want to enjoy my whole day alone because I feel meaningless even I hang out with any friends.

The most important person today was working for whole days. She is working at florist and sending out many of flower to customer. But how about herself? At this moment I question myself, "should I send flowers to her?" or "just date her for dinner?"but at last I choose to stay at Oldtown White Coffee and update my blog.

The reason why I am here is because I afraid of something after I ended up my relationship last time. I totally do not have confident to chasing girl recently. I not dare tell the girl that I like her and date her now. I scare I will be rejected by her or we cannot be friend again. Maybe this is a common thing for guys, but this is different for me.

I am trying to fight with this in order to start with new relationship. But I has a question. Does any girls like the guy who is mature, handsome, rich, intelligence? Actually I should give myself more confident.

New year new hopes =)