Question mark

I had been long time didn't come back here to release my stress. My brain now full of question mark... I wish someone can tell me the answer....

Understanding
In one relationship, in my opinion, each of a couple may need to try to understand the other half needs and thinking. Some of them might think that be a boy must fully understand s girl and know what they are thinking. Some of girls might think that as a boy friend, he must always make a phone call to his girl friend every night. However, as a boy, sometime girls may not understand why a boy is not calling them every single night? There are due to some reasons such as, not much topics can say, only boy talk and girl just listen, boy might scare disturb girl, and some other reasons. I think that, we must stand on every people point of view to think about them, not just think for own.

Relationship
I may not is a good boy friend. I admit that. One of my friend told me today, "you don't understand me". It is the most funny answer I heard before. I hope to telling her what I am thinking right now. But she seen like very tired and tomorrow have a morning class. Not I don't understand you, is you didn't give me time to understand you. We are human, we cannot use few weeks time to fully understand a person. It needs some time to understand. But she really give me limited time and space to understand her. May be I am not suitable to have a relationship. Every times I got feeling on the other, there might have something to confuse my feeling and thinking. May be I am a negative thinker.

ACCA
For your information, I really no have mood to study my ACCA currently. Actually my health problem is one of my excuse that I try to escape from the reality. I have capability to complete my ACCA. But I feel dilemma now. Once I get a higher level certification, I might needs to handle more tuff tasks and responsibility, but with high salary. On the other hand, get a degree and work with relevant level tasks and more flexible. I may go for second choice because I feel better and in my range.

What should I actually do now? Actually I am looking for a girl who really have a same thinking with me. But where to find a girl like "her". who have better understanding on me in the world now. Should I be single forever? Should I continue my ACCA? Hope someone may leave comment here and tell me here.